my life

happy

2009-01-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

I am so happy. finally my dream had came. that is to be a PO. i am so happy waiting for so many years haha

haiz

2009-01-19T09:56:00.001+08:00

sian going to NS soon le. hopefully i'm in ns will be fine wif it. Hendson camp will be tough for mi too. sian keep in touch those who know mi.

happy time

2008-12-27T05:01:00.005+08:00

This is the place that my friend and i like to hang out.

That's mi.

This is kenneth

His bowling is damn good.

Hard to beat his score.

happy time

2008-12-27T04:54:00.006+08:00

We were bowling, this is the score that we get.

This time I lose to yi hui alot sia. haha his bowling damn power now

happy time

2008-12-27T04:47:00.003+08:00

On 24 dec 08 night

We at suntec city for our dinner.

After that I went orchard wif my good friends to have some fun. :)

happy time

2008-12-27T04:34:00.006+08:00

On 23rd dec 08

We had fun in orchard.

haiz

2008-12-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

i'm feel uneasy for today. but i'm just acting happy that all. i dunno y maybe i need to think ba. the guy who treat her damn idiot lo. he should treasure her shouldnt treat her badly. he promise us to treat her better and he say only but he didnt even do it like WTF. and i cant believe him lo. y cant he just treat her better lo. i just wan him to treat her good. can he listen not? haiz

end of my feeling for toda.y!

haiz!!!!

haiz

2008-12-14T03:41:00.005+08:00

today i just woke up, feeling uneasy just wanted to play back my game that i didnt play for a long time. making myself busy, but i still feel v uneasy. i went to meet my friends too. friends can betray mi. i know who is the one who betray mi. but i will not say it out. i know who u r? but i know u r that kind of person, i will not forgive u and tell u anything again. but i felt like going back my old path. but my good friend dont allow mi to, but nvm. it's ok wif it. after i tell my good friend i wan to go back out of sudden i receive her call. i get shock. i dunno wan to pick up not? but i still pick up her call. she straight away ask mi Y MUST U GO BACK UR OLD PATH? I said i dunno feel like lo. and i dunno y sudden so happening. i feel v tired that y i wish to go back ba. n my friends need mi too. she feel v du lan wif mi. i can feel that she wan to say this is an excuse but she didnt say it out. but i really feel that she v du lan mi. but i dont know wat to say. then she put the fone down. when i call her she didnt pick it up. then i sms her afew sms then i stop. cox i dunno wat to tell her. but i know she v pissed off i can feel that the way she sms mi. i am not trying to make her feel gulity, i just wan to make her happy that all. but i dunno y she feel that i wan to make her feel guilty. but i can swear i am not. i am feeling down but still get scolding by her haiz. but nvm use to it liao. maybe perhaps ba. afew hours later she sms mi again she asked mi can i listen to her? i replied back huh? wat u mean? she said dont ask y just answer the question she asked. i replied i will listen to u but must see wat is that 1st. she say that my friends and my family will worried for mi if i go back de. i thought she will ask mi not to back but she didnt. i mean i thought she can care for mi as a friend. but she dont even care de. i just need her care but she dont even bother it. but nvm maybe i use to it liao le. at least she sms mi and asked mi to promise her nt to go back. and i promised her i wont go back my old path. that's enough lo. i hope she will treat mi like the past time when we know each other the 1st time. we were good friends, when she have any problem she will tell mi. i dont like the way how she treat mi right now, cox she treat mi like a wall right now. can she promise mi that she will treat mi as a good friend like the past? can she? haiz! i dont think so maybe need time ba. i really hope she can treat mi as a good friend like the past. i should end here. haiz. days by days had passed.

saddy-ming

haiz

2008-12-13T04:29:00.003+08:00

My life getting turf after 3/12/08. I dunno y would happen to mi. i am getting crazy over her. but she dont even know hw i feel. i'm making myself hurting but she doesnt know. i just wan to make her happy that's all but i really just cant forget about her. she think is easy to forget about her. But it is difficult cox i put alof of effort to love her. but she dont even care too. should i go my old path? should i continue my life? should i believe the world? wat should i do next? maybe i should just move forward ba. i just cant believe she can treat mi this way. she can just take it as nth happen. i hope i can do so too. but i really cant. wat make she think that way? alot of friends making mi confuse too. i cant afford to lose her. but wat can i do? she cant even care for mi. i just making myself hurting. but i think she wan mi to die ba. i n her still friends? haiz. y just cant i making life easy? haiz. i have alot of question to ask her? but i dont dare to ask her. can i n her be friends again like the past? can i close to her like the past? am i making myself so confuse? i hope will nt became like this. alot of pple dunno wat am i thinking. i am just thinking of her. but noone know hw i feel. i hope i and her can be friends again. but i hope i and her can be close friends like last time. would it happen? i dunno too.. haiz. i should end here. i hope nth will happen to mi again? i dont wan so sway again.

saddy-ming

2008-11-02T02:46:00.010+08:00

5 brothers

ah heng

aloysius

yi hui

All of us wearing black lolx.

Sec school friends

Before We went to hunted house.

zy birthday

2008-11-02T02:33:00.003+08:00

happy birthday zy

We bought for zy's birthday cake

snapshot by zy

thur

2008-10-16T22:40:00.004+08:00

Today i woke up at 10.30am. My classmate call mi at 10.45am told mi that class cancle. I called kenneth and aloy that class cancle but none of them pick up. Then i continue back to slp. After awhile kenneth called mi at 12pm. He say he will be meeting mi at 1.45pm and i told today class cancle. He said really meh. I say yes it's cancle. He go back home. I called him again and ask him wheather he wan to meet sharmine (nu er) anot? He say he go hm change 1st lo. I meet sharmine (nu er) wif her (gang). And we waited kenneth about 30mins to 35 mins. We went EHUB to eat my lunch. After we ate finish. Kenneth asked mi wan to meet ah heng at FUNAN to buy his laptop. After ah heng buy his latop wif his mother. We went to MS to eat our dinner. Kenneth and i bought our grilled chicken wif rice and satay. I was talking to kenneth and i dunno y i will drop kenneth food. I was wtf haiz. I'm sry kenneth hope u wont blame mi. This is my unlucky day for today. After our dinner Kenneth and i brought ah heng and his mother to MS taxi stand. After Ah heng and his mother left. We go to TS to buy our DVD movie, and we take our train back home.

I shall end here. I will continue tml.

wed

2008-10-15T22:08:00.002+08:00

Today kenneth, aloy and i went to navy career talk. The talk was about 2 hrs plus. But only aloy andi sign on for navy. But kenneth didnt le. After the talk we eat our lunch. We went bus to 201 busstop. Kenneth was too tired so he wanted to go hm slp. Only aloy and i went to yi hui house n slack. About 4plus we went TM and CS shopping. About 5plus we went to yi hui gf house nearby to eat our dinner.

I shall end here. I will continue tml.

Tue

2008-10-14T21:26:00.002+08:00

Today i went to meet kenneth aloy at 1.45pm. Then we walk to school together. But i came late again. I met them at 1.50pm. We walked to class and saw that th person we dont like. But kenneth and aloy did talk to him. But i never even talk to him le. But i think he know that we are avoiding him. Who ask him to give this attuite to us. After class at 4.30pm. I asked kenneth and aloy accompany mi go canteen to eat my lunch 1st. Kenneth asked aloy and mi wanted to go eastpoint after this. He need to buy some stuff le. Aloy and i say ok. After that we followed kenneth go eastpoint to buy his stuff. After that we go hm.

I shall stop here. I will continue tml.

mon

2008-10-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

Today i went to hv my ns checkup. Actually i should meet aloy at 7am at tampines 201. And meet kenneth n zhi yuan at 7.15am. i told them i woke up late that y late i'm sry. We were in the cab to CMBP to have our checkup. After 10plus we went to orchard to hv our lunch. We decided to watch a show before going back hm.

I shall end here. i should continue tml.

sun

2008-10-12T20:49:00.002+08:00

Today i went to work at 11am. But my team leader sms mi say i am late. I sms sebas to take cab down to my house there. I waited for him at the busstop. We reached there about 10.58am. I thought i work at 11am to 5pm. When i get to my work place n check. It wrote 10am. to 5pm. I was like zzz lo. But nvm sebas and i continue to get work. Ah heng late for work again. Sebas and i from 11am work until 3pm, not even get some stuff to eat. We was like wtf all the kitchen get to eat, but ah heng nt yet eat. After our sup get in to work. He slowly give one by one to eat. Sebas and ah heng get to eat 1st. After awhile i go eat n rest.

I shall stop here and continue tml. Take care.

10 OCT 08

2008-10-11T02:36:00.001+08:00

Today actually i should meet sebas, kenneth, aloy at 12.30pm sebas house downstairs. But i dunno i wake up so late. i meet them at 12.57pm. When i reach sebas house downstairs. We walk to tampines mrt to meet zhi yuan. We meet ah heng at orchard mrt station. We eat our lunch at far east KFC. We went helen to buy clothes. After that we go star buck to have drink. After that sebas say go BEDOK 85 to eat our dinner. I asked kenneth and zhi yuan to come my house change, then go BEDOk 85 eat. I go back change. kenneth, zhi yuan and i take bus 12 to tampines 201. We meet sebas at 201 bus stop. We take bus BEDOK 85 to eat our dinner. We waited for yi hui and sebas friends to eat dinner together. :)

I shall stop here. I shall continue tml.

my day

2007-12-03T20:34:00.001+08:00

This few days i contact wif ah heng, sarah and shamaine. And i went out wif them last sat. they went out wif kc and waited for mi. i'm late for 4hrs. since 12.30 they have been waiting for mi. i have reached there about 4.15pm. cox last sat morning i went to bbdc to take my bike lesson. that y i am late. i'm met them late.

And i join the fun wif them. i felt v happy to go out wif them... hopefully i can go out wif them often.. i hope to have those excitment again. and i hope their parents allow them to go out often too... haha

ah heng and i will be waiitng :P