Saturday, December 13, 2008
{ 4:29 AM }
My life getting turf after 3/12/08. I dunno y would happen to mi. i am getting crazy over her. but she dont even know hw i feel. i'm making myself hurting but she doesnt know. i just wan to make her happy that's all but i really just cant forget about her. she think is easy to forget about her. But it is difficult cox i put alof of effort to love her. but she dont even care too. should i go my old path? should i continue my life? should i believe the world? wat should i do next? maybe i should just move forward ba. i just cant believe she can treat mi this way. she can just take it as nth happen. i hope i can do so too. but i really cant. wat make she think that way? alot of friends making mi confuse too. i cant afford to lose her. but wat can i do? she cant even care for mi. i just making myself hurting. but i think she wan mi to die ba. i n her still friends? haiz. y just cant i making life easy? haiz. i have alot of question to ask her? but i dont dare to ask her. can i n her be friends again like the past? can i close to her like the past? am i making myself so confuse? i hope will nt became like this. alot of pple dunno wat am i thinking. i am just thinking of her. but noone know hw i feel. i hope i and her can be friends again. but i hope i and her can be close friends like last time. would it happen? i dunno too.. haiz. i should end here. i hope nth will happen to mi again? i dont wan so sway again.
saddy-ming
