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Saturday, January 24, 2009 { 2:13 AM }

I am so happy. finally my dream had came. that is to be a PO. i am so happy waiting for so many years haha

Monday, January 19, 2009 { 9:56 AM }

sian going to NS soon le. hopefully i'm in ns will be fine wif it. Hendson camp will be tough for mi too. sian keep in touch those who know mi.

Saturday, December 27, 2008 { 5:01 AM }

This is the place that my friend and i like to hang out.

That's mi.

This is kenneth

His bowling is damn good.

Hard to beat his score.

{ 4:54 AM }

We were bowling, this is the score that we get.

This time I lose to yi hui alot sia. haha his bowling damn power now

{ 4:47 AM }

On 24 dec 08 night

We at suntec city for our dinner.

After that I went orchard wif my good friends to have some fun. :)

{ 4:34 AM }

On 23rd dec 08

We had fun in orchard.

Saturday, December 20, 2008 { 4:07 PM }

i'm feel uneasy for today. but i'm just acting happy that all. i dunno y maybe i need to think ba. the guy who treat her damn idiot lo. he should treasure her shouldnt treat her badly. he promise us to treat her better and he say only but he didnt even do it like WTF. and i cant believe him lo. y cant he just treat her better lo. i just wan him to treat her good. can he listen not? haiz

end of my feeling for toda.y!

haiz!!!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008 { 3:41 AM }

today i just woke up, feeling uneasy just wanted to play back my game that i didnt play for a long time. making myself busy, but i still feel v uneasy. i went to meet my friends too. friends can betray mi. i know who is the one who betray mi. but i will not say it out. i know who u r? but i know u r that kind of person, i will not forgive u and tell u anything again. but i felt like going back my old path. but my good friend dont allow mi to, but nvm. it's ok wif it. after i tell my good friend i wan to go back out of sudden i receive her call. i get shock. i dunno wan to pick up not? but i still pick up her call. she straight away ask mi Y MUST U GO BACK UR OLD PATH? I said i dunno feel like lo. and i dunno y sudden so happening. i feel v tired that y i wish to go back ba. n my friends need mi too. she feel v du lan wif mi. i can feel that she wan to say this is an excuse but she didnt say it out. but i really feel that she v du lan mi. but i dont know wat to say. then she put the fone down. when i call her she didnt pick it up. then i sms her afew sms then i stop. cox i dunno wat to tell her. but i know she v pissed off i can feel that the way she sms mi. i am not trying to make her feel gulity, i just wan to make her happy that all. but i dunno y she feel that i wan to make her feel guilty. but i can swear i am not. i am feeling down but still get scolding by her haiz. but nvm use to it liao. maybe perhaps ba. afew hours later she sms mi again she asked mi can i listen to her? i replied back huh? wat u mean? she said dont ask y just answer the question she asked. i replied i will listen to u but must see wat is that 1st. she say that my friends and my family will worried for mi if i go back de. i thought she will ask mi not to back but she didnt. i mean i thought she can care for mi as a friend. but she dont even care de. i just need her care but she dont even bother it. but nvm maybe i use to it liao le. at least she sms mi and asked mi to promise her nt to go back. and i promised her i wont go back my old path. that's enough lo. i hope she will treat mi like the past time when we know each other the 1st time. we were good friends, when she have any problem she will tell mi. i dont like the way how she treat mi right now, cox she treat mi like a wall right now. can she promise mi that she will treat mi as a good friend like the past? can she? haiz! i dont think so maybe need time ba. i really hope she can treat mi as a good friend like the past. i should end here. haiz. days by days had passed.

saddy-ming

Saturday, December 13, 2008 { 4:29 AM }

My life getting turf after 3/12/08. I dunno y would happen to mi. i am getting crazy over her. but she dont even know hw i feel. i'm making myself hurting but she doesnt know. i just wan to make her happy that's all but i really just cant forget about her. she think is easy to forget about her. But it is difficult cox i put alof of effort to love her. but she dont even care too. should i go my old path? should i continue my life? should i believe the world? wat should i do next? maybe i should just move forward ba. i just cant believe she can treat mi this way. she can just take it as nth happen. i hope i can do so too. but i really cant. wat make she think that way? alot of friends making mi confuse too. i cant afford to lose her. but wat can i do? she cant even care for mi. i just making myself hurting. but i think she wan mi to die ba. i n her still friends? haiz. y just cant i making life easy? haiz. i have alot of question to ask her? but i dont dare to ask her. can i n her be friends again like the past? can i close to her like the past? am i making myself so confuse? i hope will nt became like this. alot of pple dunno wat am i thinking. i am just thinking of her. but noone know hw i feel. i hope i and her can be friends again. but i hope i and her can be close friends like last time. would it happen? i dunno too.. haiz. i should end here. i hope nth will happen to mi again? i dont wan so sway again.

saddy-ming

Sunday, November 02, 2008 { 2:46 AM }